I never want anyone to understand me the way i understood them but i want someone whom always there though can’t understand me, and it is you my princess. I never find, but i found you, i never seek, but you came, i never expect, but i take it, no matter what it is one thing for sure, that i would never ever doubt about this, from the moment i saw you i began whispering “love is predictable” when it strikes all you can do is to be with it. Sometime I keep thinking that alone is happy, but why i love you? why you are to special to me? Hmm i hope you could gave the answer. Because of you, my life had change to the right path. Thanks you princess.. Seriously I'm in love with you, and if i love you, i will not let you go okay >< Hmmmm my baby girl, do you know that when we’re in love we are capable of everything, but it’s so hard to accept, that when its about love. we have to expect the unexpected, when you’re both so in love, you are too strong, but when one feels nothing for you anymore, all we are capable of is nothing but to beg and to cry. Dya, i hope you feel what i feel right, because i love you utterly sincere :')
Now, I don't want to keep being the girl that keep crying about the same thing. I hate how we never got our chance to see what we could've been. I hate how I know that I'm not for you and how i pretend to be, I hate to know that you're not choosing me! Hmm :( tonight I'm alone , I cry so hard and I can't breathe.. Tell me how can I let go of all the thing that should not even matter?? It's really shake and fuck me up inside and make me think all this shit thought! I can feel what Farahanna feel, but it's me that only getting worse. I'm sorry .. I know that sometimes I have to giving up but I'm not strong enough to moving on.. I miss how close we use to be, I hate how far apart we have grown. I. Miss. Us. *sigh*
I need you in my life, i really mean it.. but wait for a minute !! Hm I have to tell you the greatest regret of my life tonight, I'm tired, I'm hurt. hmm it's is ........ - I let my love go. Bye
Lot's of love ....
your baby girl, rynn asiqa
